.::semalam di kampung::.

tempat paling sesuai nk lepas tension is KAMPUNG. im lucky cuz aku ade famly angkat kat perlis. finaly ade jg masa nk bke pose di kampung n dapat tido semalam. malas nk cite panjng2. yg penting DAPAT BWAT KUEH RAYA!!!

kesunguhan menekan kueh samprit

hasilnye


bunga api

budak kecik ni dah pandai tiru maksunye

sepi

ase lonely sgt3..Tuhan je tau pe yg aku ase..rindu mak sgt3..ase nak balik mlm nie jgk..tak mau jejak kat arau lagi..lame2 aku kt sini bley jd sewel gak laa..aku tak bley dah duk sorang2..
msti nak meleleh je keje die..hishh..benci tol ase mcm nie..aku ke yg salah????ilang smngat mnggu neh..

Tuhan, ampunkan aku..lalainye aku padaMu,Ya Allah..aku arap Kau trme taubat yg aku wat wlaupn aku tau dose2 aku mmg susah nk diampunkan..dan aku mohon, Kau idupkanlah aku selame Kau tau idup tu baik utkku, dan Kau matikanlah aku selame Kau tau mati itu baik utkku..aku pasrah ngn ape yg jadi..dan aku yakin, sume nie ade hikmah yg nak Kau tunjukkan..

perpecahan..hee..mintak dijauhkan la..aku tak mau ade mende ni dlm idup kami..rindu sgt waktu dlu..sumpah! aku rindu..wat wane, redha ape yg jadi..sbr ngn mende ni sume..aku ykin Tuhan tu adil..just sabar..bak kate abg, biar Tuhan yg balas..aku sokong ngn kate2 itu.. jum balik kpd Tuhan..itu lagi baik..akhirat yg kite carik, dunie sbgai plaform carik pahala..wat sume, ampunkan sume dose aku..:(


aku syg die..:(

firstly, thnx iqa fer de blog nye link tuh. tabik laa cik epal. die berani gle wat kenyataan. siyes aku respect die!! padan muke laki tuh. n iqa, sory sbb we were nt here mase ko nk cite prob ko sowi eh):
kiteorg kt umah aku time tuh. sowi yunk

last week blek umah. kali ni blek lg. haha. syiok!! diz time blek ngn yaya n akma. dorg teringin nk dtg penang. soooo, aku pun bwa ahh mayap2 kat penang ni sambil habeskan duet dorg. hehe. hujan lebat tak jadi penghalang keberangkatan kami ke nasi kandaq wonderland. naek bas from kangar.

gamba ni wat aku nampak cerah(:



kat alo staq jalan jem sbb trafic tak function well. inilah manusia, tak reti2 sabar. tak systematic langsg. SELLFISH. dah sampai alo staq berlaku accdnt kecik. bas aku langt tiang. retak cermin bas tuhh. dah laa cermin tuhh sebelah aku jee. selamat laa. otw, g penang tuhh, ade gak accdnt. lori ayam terbalek. sian ayam2. sbb kan ayam2 tuh. highway tuhh jem panjang gle

mereka yg tiada kesabaran

kesan retakan

sampai penang nk dekat buka pose dahh. mane tak nye. bertolak kul 3 lebeh. nk tunggu feri lg haa. dkt time berbuka bwu sampai pulau. yaya excited nek ferri. bt, yg pelik aku org penang agak mabuk naek feri mlm tuh. dorg relax jee. maybe sbb angin kuat n feri tuh goyang terok

akibat feri bergoyang

first destination: queensbay. ape yg bes kat sini pun tak taw laa. tp bes gak laa [ayat keling]. dahh mayap tak ingat dunia, bwu laa terasa lapa. ye ahh. bka pose mkn ape je pun. air kotak n roti. aku bwa dorg mkn kat tandoori yg leh di katakan plg sedap kat penang. yaya first tyme mkn. aku dah bese. tandoori cheese fav aku(: hasilnye. disapu bersih oleh kami bertiga. lgi seronok bila ayah aku belanja(: thnx ayah!!



ahad. bermulalah acara beli dan belah. haha. shupin sakan dak2 dua org nih. aku tlg bwa jalan n tlg tawarkan je. aku agak bangga ngn skill tawar menawar yg aku ade. baju kurung moden yg harganya RM150 leh jd RM90. hahaha. tp tak bli pun. aku dah jumpe bju idaman aku. tp nk bli kne bwa ayah. bwu bebaloi. mostly duet habes kat makanan. even pose pun leh jd camtuh. klaw tak pose ntah laa. craziest peeps bout "jeruk". dorg kawan aku gila jeruk!!! buka pose kay hemeediyah nasi beriani. last week tak dpt sbb meja full dahh. kali ni kul 12 tgh ari aku dah kol booked meja. hahaha. puas ati dpt mkn. n hajat dorg tercapai nk mkn laksa penang. nadh, sowi pasembor tak leyh nk tapaw utk ko. yee, u dah dpt ur rendang tok.soo, tade hutang dahh okeh. btw, thnx fer de taufufa(:

mengedix while tgu yaya potong rambut


balek araw naek tren. bkn je dorg, aku pun. hahaha. naek tren SIAM. keliru daah aku. aku sampai kol kawan aku tny. nk comfemkan betul ke tren yg kiteorg naek ni. lawak ouhhh.
afta seminggu aki penuh ngn pressure, ni laa time nk release, thnx sygss fer ur time(:. spend time lg pasni.

my sygss

p/s: i pakai loket phoenix fer de whole week(:

week full of PREASURE!!!!!!!!!. i repeat PREASURE. sume bende nk jadi minggu ni. why???? first, ecg [basic soil mechanic] nye test sgt terok!!! sgt amt terok!!. mcm tak pnh belaja lak. bleh lak aku blank dlm hall tuh. huh. what happen to me?? formula yg simple pun tak lekat kat kepala otak aku. worst!! aku ase maybe cre belaja aku tyme tuh agak kurang sesuai. haaa. ble dahh tension mule nk merepek! stdy sampai kul 4 pg. tp sambil stdy wat bende laen. apenye?? wearing inai(:


done wif ecg dpt mark test for ecs [basic solid mechanic] lak. yang mampu aku katakn: aku bersyukur sbb aku lulus. even tak excellent cm membe2 yg study skali ngn aku, aku syukur sgt sbb aku lulus. try lg baek for nex test.

my academic pny prob suda meningkat, tambah lak ngn prob sampingan laen. the presure keep on "increasing"!!! presure.preasure n presure. but ade satu bnd yg wat aku lega sket. bnd yg selama ni aku simpan n wat aku saket dah lepas. LEGA!!. im free(: bebas. semuanye dah selesai. fuhhh. glad. but the presure ttp ade. tak byk turun pun. im glad that im having kawan2 yg bagus. they support me tak kire ape pun jadi. thnx guys. dgr every single word aku luahkan. esp, IZEAN SYAZWANI AZIZAN. rakan n rumet aku. honestly, aku sayang kau. sory gle atas sume bnd yg aku wat. aku abaikan ko sbb sumone. sorry babe.

people will say that no matter what happen pun, famly first. but condition aku now menyebabkn aku nk kuarkan statement, for aku now ni org yg slalu ade n support aku ialah kawan2 aku. mane famly??? malas nk story. full-stop! sure who read this akan pikir negative bout my famly kan. haha. what i hv to do now is: pikir pasal diri aku dulu bwu laa sebok2 pikir org laen. aku sebok pikir org laen, ever they pikir bout me??durhhh.kadang2 kite terlampau amek taw pasal org laen tp org tu amek berat ke pasal kite?? ever die care bout our feeling?? ade perasaan kah die? kadang ase cam bodoh pun ade. durrhh.i've given you too much ... and now i'm taking back my love. heartless
nah amek lyric ni:

heartless

Coldest story ever told,
But the part that they don't know
You broke my heart & changed my soul
Yeah you left,
And left me so heartless

(In the night,
I hear them talk the coldest story ever told
Some where far along this road,
He lost his soul to a woman so heartless)

Two sides to every story
This is mine
You made me heartless

You look at me like doctor evil
But you brought out the other side that I don't know
And I can't help it
Cause you're the reason for the change in me
Why my heart being cold
You look at me and disbelieving
Haven't figured out why you're alone
Maybe it had something to do with the cheating
Sometimes people change like the seasons
Listen to you now just carrying on
How I hurt your heart
Like I did you wrong
But we both know what you did you to me
(You'll never find nobody better than me)
So tired of "I'm sorry & it didn't mean shit"
If it didn't mean shit then why did you do it?
And I'm not saying I'm so perfect
But I gave you my heart
And you stomped on it
So before you go and tell the world I'm so heartless
You should stop for a second
Cus you're faulting this
Think of how you're in this predictament
Had a girl that loved you hard
But you ruined it
Baby I'm a tell,
Tell you like it is
If you would've been good
You wouldn't feel like this
Had to let you go
Had to brake out
If I didn't do it now
I would've just broke down
You need to understand why I'm heartless now
Just a product of your words and lies spun round
Tangled in your web
Now you're so strung out
Use to love you sincerly
But you made me heartless

Coldest story ever told
But the part that they don't know
You broke my heart & changed my soul
Yeah you left,
And left me so heartless

Coldest story ever told
It's your fault I'm heartless

yes im heartless now.
i need sumone to talk to rite now.
anyone??

kadang2 kita perlu taw ape yang org ingat kita tak taw yg kita seharusnye taw

kadang2 kita perlu taw ape yg org taw kita tak tahu tp kita perlu tahu

kadang2 kite boleh tahu ape yg org tahu sepatutnye kite tak tahu tp hakikatnye kite lebeh mengetahui daripada ape yg die tahu

ily!!!

.::MERDEKA::.

selamat hari merdeka

1 Malaysia

pagi2 air mata asyik jatuh!!! why??? entahlah. diri senri pun tak mengerti. pelik tp benar!!! air mata tetap jatuh. need de ans. wahai nor hazwani musa, mengapakan air mata kamu menitis di pagi hari??
haaah!!!! bialah. penyakit lama dtg balek kot. mata kerap berair n trus kuar air. HUJAN.

again, berbuka arini tak semeriah berbuka kat kampus. what happen huh?? apa itu family??
today g beli brg sket ngn my sis sbb esok die dah nk balek hostel. bought dua pasang kasut n sehelai seluar. tade nafsu nk shoping. adakah ini normal?? kurang normal bg diri aku. arini mcm ade sumtin yg tak kna. bingung!! dah dua ari mood tak okeh. warghhhh. need sumone utk bercakap.

ni bwu meriah. ramai2

planing berbuka today kat sebuah restoran nasi beriani terkemuka kat penang. tp tiada rezeki la ari ni. bwu pukul 5 ptg. tempat tuh dah fully booked. gle ahh. sedap sgt ke?? mmg sedap pun!! klaw nk mkn sini kne tempah awal. bulan pose je yg penuhnye. bulan2 laen cam kosong je kedai nih. plek betul. akhirnye terpakse tapaw laa bwa balek nasi beriani. kedai nye lak tade laa grand mane. tgk laa nih

hameediyah nasi beriani

menunggu nasi dgn penuh keamanan "peace"

.::maklumat::.

ini haa tarikh aku on air kat fly. siap ngn time lg.

Monday, ‎January ‎12, ‎2009, ‏‎10:54:32 PM

p/s: thnx yee fer de info

.::ramadhan::.

first day ramadhan dah ade dugaan. satu ari dua test and itu sememangnya memerengkan kepala!! basic solid mechanic n civil material. pagi solid mechanic. dua jam lepas tu civil material. maw tak mereng kpale aku haa. petang g bazar kat dlm kampus. perghhh, hujan lebat. lencun tros haa. bagus jg hujan ni. tade laa panas sgt waktu pose nih. ade jg kelebihannye. daah seminggu kot aku pose kat arau. tak ase beza sgt dari sem2 lepas. tp malang sungoh. asyik tak bangun sahur je. nk berbuka lak ase cm lambat je. ni perasaan since aku kecik haa. nk tngu berbuka sempat lg beriadah.

bukti ku beriadah

pose bajet comey

hahah. ske bajet cam comey pose cam ni. bia ahh nk ase comey pun. ske ati laa kan.
im home now. 1st day bke pose kat umah. tade beza pun ngn buka pose kat kampus. asenye bke pose kat kampus lg bes sbb ramai2. parents bz!!! bke pose 3 org wif my adek2 je. sedeyh sungoh :(
pagi2 ni je mood aku tak okeh. dah laa bagun lambat!! what the "____"???? tak baek carut2 blan pose nih. terawih pun tak pegi mlm nih. ase nk duk senyap2 je dlm bilik sambil m"on9'kan diri. walaupun test dan asgnmt menanti namum virus l.a.z.y sedang melanda. hahaha. tak leyh wat pe daa. layan je sambil listening to fly.fm

cakap sal fly.fm, aku ade memory yg aku wont forget."FLY FM FILRTY AT 10.30".. rancangan yg aku juz dgr mase tiap2 malam tanpa penah tpikir yg aku akan terlibat. hahaha. yeaalaa ade ke org nak ajak aku date dlm radio?? mcm susah nk pecye kan. sbb tu laa aku tak pnh berangan pun. but!!! betul2 jd!! sowi tak ingt date tp diz year laa bnd ni happen. i got pangilan dari membe lama konon, dahh la no pejabat dr kl. hahaha, nk tipu pun bajet laa. naseb laa kat arau tak dpt nk dgr fly. klaw nk pun kne on9 laa. sooo, tade laa ramai dak2 kampus dgr. tp kawan2 laen sume dgr and panggilan berderu2 masuk phone aku. adakah benar aku yg on air tuhh!! haaha.. yes!! aku laa tuh. even parents aku pun dgr. n kol aku tny sape dak yg ajak aku date tuhh. spoting uhh dorg tyme tuhh. thanx kepada pembuat pangilan ke fly tuhh. :)


p/s: current mood= teruja wif the "new shitt thing"